Fuck it. I hate this feeling.

Would you believe me if I were to say I love you?

I really miss your hugs.

I don't know what to say. I really don't. Things just happened. I won't know if it's for the better or worse. Till then, time will tell.

I don't find it fair that one can actually hide beneath their fears and pin the blame on others while still trying to salvage their egos. They regard too highly of themselves and claimed that everything is theirs' for the taking whenever they want to. But, they are truly mistaken. Life doesn't revolve around themselves but rather everyone. They presumed that their decisions are the solution to everything but in fact it's just another sad excuse to stall time. I'm disgust.

"Cherish every moment like its the last because we won't know when it will last."

Be contend, don't pretend.

I just can't find the right words to say. I've been handling it for almost two weeks plus and I can't be a captive of myself for long.

Walaupun masa sudah berlalu, ku tiada arah penentuan. Ku ragui segala yang ku dampingi. Ku memerlukan satu petunjuk. Petunjuk yang ikhlas.